I remembered that stormy weather that day.It rained heavily and I was there standing at the field during my soccer training.Everyone was running for safety as lightning was occuring close to the area.I stood there for awhile.Wondering why aren't you hitting me at all.. I'm here wide open for you to strike..Another lightning struck.. It didn't hit me at all..I must be insane during that moment.. Why was I letting go of my precious life just like that..Is it because no one was there for me to share my joy with? I cried in the pouring rain. Nobody knew at that moment cause the raindrops hid my tears away..

And I'm here right now, having my ups and downs in life.When im having a shitty feeling, I will think back about that incident. Life is full of wonders. Ignore the negativity and always accept whats best for you and what makes you happy.I learnt my lesson and now im able to pick myself up everytime I fall.. but It would be nice if someone special was there to help me out along the way.. I'm still wishing.. I'm still waiting..

I remembered that stormy weather that day.It rained heavily and I was there standing at the field during my soccer training.Everyone was running for safety as lightning was occuring close to the area.I stood there for awhile.Wondering why aren't you hitting me at all.. I'm here wide open for you to strike..Another lightning struck.. It didn't hit me at all..I must be insane during that moment.. Why was I letting go of my precious life just like that..Is it because no one was there for me to share my joy with? I cried in the pouring rain. Nobody knew at that moment cause the raindrops hid my tears away..

And I'm here right now, having my ups and downs in life.When im having a shitty feeling, I will think back about that incident. Life is full of wonders. Ignore the negativity and always accept whats best for you and what makes you happy.I learnt my lesson and now im able to pick myself up everytime I fall.. but It would be nice if someone special was there to help me out along the way.. I'm still wishing.. I'm still waiting..