17th Kid no more
Sunday, August 15, 2010 @ 9:33 AMAdd one more digit to my age.
Im one year older now.
Gotta be strong.Gotta think positive.
I'm no longer the 17thKid I was for the past year.
No more wearing the no.17 jersey just cause it's my age back then.
No more crying under the rain waiting for lightning to strike.
No more being physically weak.
No longer alone.
From the age 17 to 18.
I've made loads of new friends.
You guys are awesome!
All of which sculpture the life I'm enjoying right now.
But for the past 17 years I been missing an important piece of puzzle that I wished and hoped for..
Time and again, no one appreciates what I did for them.
Kinda hurts when I rethink about it.
But a new day means a new chapter right?
No use clinging on to past memories that haunts your life.
Let the good memories shape the person that you wish to become.
Shall be emotionally stronger now onwards.
Shall help out my friends more when they are in need.
Shall do good to the society.
Shall make my parents proud.
Deep down inside I really hope that my wish shall come true this year.
Please please please let it be true.. :(
I can't hold my feelings anymore.
What if it backfires?
Another cycle of hurt for me yet again?
I guess so.
For now i shall enjoy today like any other day.
Your birthday isn't the only day that you can feel special.
There are still 364 other days for you to feel awesome.
It's just that today marks the day you are born into this world.
To face the world's demand.
To succeed or crumble under it.
I don't know..
Another birthday pass..
When will it be my turn to die?
Tonight I shall cry myself to sleep.
Cause I know someone else deserves to live rather than me..
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