‘‘ CHAPTER 72, ’’
All I wanna do is trade this life for something new .
Monday, September 27, 2010 @ 12:55 AM


The feeling is like taking a knife and stabbing it into your own heart..
Yeah it hurts so much..
I had the courage to text you and asked how've you been doing and etc.
Wishing that you've reply back and by doing so it makes me really happy..
but you didn't...
and that killed me deep down.
Days passed and I brushed it off and decided to sum up my courage to text you again.
I hoped you would reply.
but you didn't..
If I happened to meet you again in my life..
I wouldn't have the slightest courage to look into your eyes
cause I feel that I'm not worth it..

Thursday, September 23, 2010 @ 9:24 AM
Life is unfair.
You put someone first who puts you second.
You study your ass off for a final only to get a B in the class when you deserved an A.
You give 110% to someone in a relationship when they only give 40%. You're there for your best friend at 3 a.m. when they need it the most & the next day they don't pick up their phone.
You give something your all & sometimes get little to nothing back.
You care so much about someone who doesn't care enough about you to say hi once in a while.
You give someone your time & they give you "sorry, I'm busy".
It seems like you're giving everyone everything & they're just walking away with it.


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Life is totally unfair.

DMR BOIS
Wednesday, September 22, 2010 @ 7:16 AM



Had an awesome fun day of jalan raya with my dmr peeps.Started from 10am all the way to epic 4am. How cool is that! Manage to go around 10 houses including mine.We had fun.We had epic moments.Took loads of pictures.First time going to the red light district.Lepak till 3am before going home.

There are loads to talk about but I'm just lazy to type it down here.
Overrall,it definitely was a fun time with them. Thanks to Syuk and Rahman for driving us around. :)

P.s : Afad farts countless times throughout our journey. Fart nvm but his farts stinks!!
Quote: Even the dead come back to life and move somewhere else then die again.

Yeah that's how stinky it is..

Sunday, September 19, 2010 @ 9:10 AM


I'm right here if you need me. Not gonna move. Hoping you realise that I've been waiting.

SCHOOL'S OUT!!!
Thursday, September 16, 2010 @ 11:07 AM
Exams ended and I gladly embrace the upcoming holidays period.
I seriously hope it will be a productive one.
Finally I'm able to go back to my cca and train for the upcoming New Balance Run I signed up for.
10km junior category... seems easy enough I guess?
Gotta train hard for it.
Procastinating about waking up early for morning run :(
Sigh thats about it I guess..
I have a schedule during my holidays.... damn I wanted a carefree one.
Wake up late. Eat. Stone. Sleep. (Y)
and this is also a chance for me to improve on my guitar playing what so ever.
Grasp the god damn barre chords and learn some new songs :)

For now, I have massive cravings for egg tarts.
For you info, I seriously love egg tarts!! <3 x 100000000
I think I ate egg tarts like 10 days out of the 30 days of fasting period.
Minimum no. of egg tart consumed each time >= 3


That's about it for now. Gotta catch up on my sleep.
Will take photos soon with my new camera :D hehehe






P.S : I think it's not worth being nice anymore.
It hurts each time I do something sincere.
I have to put up with a fake smile.
People don't know that I'm suffering deep down.
No more being nice to anybody anymore
Gonna change my perspective and attitude.
Even if I did change.
The scars left behind are still visible.

Thursday, September 9, 2010 @ 11:50 AM
What's up world!
It's another day~!

Been quite sometime since I post something in this blog of mine.
Firstly, I've been busy with school and stuff.
Secondly, I was reluctant to let the post disappear to the next tab if I posted something new! haha :P

Haven been going out to take shots lately cause of effing exams.
Hari Raya is finally here and I can't wait to wear my green baju kurong!
Green Ranger!
Btw on the last day of fasting I did something stupid that I should learn from.
NEVER EVER PLAY A SERIOUS SOCCER MATCH WHEN YOU ARE FASTING.
the feeling is like as if you are dying.
after a few sprints a burst of the ball, you seem to get super thirsty and can't catch your breathe. This never happen to me when I'm nt fasting.DAMN I was seriously weak and could not run to my fullest.
Furthermore some asshole had to kick me at my ankle.
For like 15 mins, I could only dribble the ball or tap it to my teammates.
I didn't dare to pump the ball as my ankle was in pain pretty badly even while I was walking.
Match ended.We lost.Totally feels different if you played with a group of chinese instead of the usual Malay squad.
Finally I had to drag my ass back home. The trip was torturing, had to make pitstops along the way cause my legs were too tired.
DAMN!



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